ehmm....
ble kite ade mslh...mst kte akan mengharap kn sesiapa utk ade ngn kite ble kite rs down...lg2 org 2 rapat ngn kite..xksh lar family ke...kwn baik ke...tp sbnanye....kite xbley nk berharap sentiasa kt sesiapa pon...bkn sume org sbnanye sggup btol2 ade ngn kite setiap ms....ms kite ssh....ms senang mmg sume org ade je...sape yg xske ble mao enjoy2 kn??hurmm.....2 larhh...
kdg2...org yg slame ni kite xske @ xb'minat pon nk rapat ngn die yg akan tolong kite...yg ade ble ms kite ssh n perlu'n sokongan...
tp...aku b'syukur dikurniakan famiy (lg2 mak..) yg mmg ade ngn aku ble aku jd ceni.. (i know i'm sux!) my mom terima aku seadanya...aku satu2 nye ank perempuan mak aku....dlu....aku smpn mslh ni sorg2 sbb aku tkot mao bgtaw mak...sbb nye?? aku tkot nati mak xnk aku da....hurm....tp...aku btol2 xsgka yg mak masih trima aku seadanya.....mak ckp..
"blaja dr kesilapan lalu...jdkan pengajaran sume 2..org pon bkn slame2 nye nk ade dlm mslh kite..bkn slamenye nk tlg kite....jnji ngn mak..jgn wt ceni lg..." (mak ckp tp dr nada suara die aku tau die kecewa sgt ngn aku..hurm~)
aku pon ade lg sorg kwn...aku da xrpt pon ngn die...tp ble aku tgh down sgt2 n xtaw nk jd pe, die dtg kt aku...die nsht aku dr pengalaman die...hurm...mmg btol pe yg die ckp 2...jgn lar nk m'hrp kt org...smpai ble??? aku...diri aku sndri ni yg kne jd kuat...smpai ble org nk tlg kite...kn? aku da rs da....ble org da mluat...da mls nk amet tau...die wt bodo je kt kite....so mmg btol lar pe yg kwn aku ni ckp.....
jgn b'harap lg kt org len..diri kite sndiri yg kne jd kuat....
btoll..kite x bole nak menghrp kat orglen nak tlg kite..seb ble org tue da fed up ngn kite d akn walk away..like wat im doin rite now..huhuh.
ReplyDeleteso yangg juz keep walk n dun look back..coz masing2 da hala tuju masing2... just keep the friendship n walk to ur dreams..
n sorry lol kalo ak xda kt ko time ko sedihh.n ko pn x bole ckp ble seng je ak da kat ko time ko sush ak bla..ak raser ak x tingglkan ko time ko sush..just lately niew ak sajer wat x taw.sorryyyy....
coz ak skrg tga nak build up my trust sme kat ko...n mcm2 lagi.. coz da fed up ngn sme niew..so im sorry.. ko pun da epul lagi.. d lg pentg ak raser...
past is past....n yang pentg ur future..but jadikan lol past tue pangajarn..
huhu.....
keep walking yangg.....
mmg pon.thx anyway 4 always be wit me b4...ko pon....hdup lar leklok....aku bkn ckp psl ko pon kt ats ni...oke....juz walk away from me...thx.....
ReplyDelete(sume org pnting utk aku...xbek ckp cem2...epul cume slh sorg drpd nyee...)
lol..bile plak ak kate nak walk away dr ko....hahha..ngOk nGekk..jgn salah paham..
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